Depression

Everybody experiences depression sometime in their life. The question is how do you deal with it? I wish that there was a universal answer to this question, but I guess there isn't. But, could somebody answer this for me if you can. Why? Why do I feel this huge empty space inside of me that feels like somebody just ripped out my heart and I have no idea on how to deal with it. I have taken this advice from all my friends that are trying to make it better. Like listening to my ipod but like right now I am listening to it and every song that I hear reminds me of it. Please someone tell me what to do other than cry. I think I have honestly ran out of tears to cry anymore. I am hoping that one day my world will go back to normal and I no that it will over time. It takes time to mend a broken heart. But, I am going to put these lyrics up on this blog enrtry that shows how I truly did feel and still feel.


It is called Gift of a Friend by: Demi Lavato
Sometimes I think you'll be fine by yourselfCause a dream is a wish you make all aloneIt's easy to feel like you don't need helpBut it's harder to walk on your ownYou'll change insideWhen you realizeThe world comes aliveAnd there'llbe things for IFrom beginning to endWhen you have a friendBy your sideThat helps you findThe beauty of all when you'll open your heartAnd believe inThe Gift of a FriendThe Gift of a FriendSomeone who knows when your lost andYour scaredThere through the highs and lowsSomeone you can count on, someone who caresBeside you wherever you goYou'll change insideWhen you realizeThe world comes to lifeAnd there'll be things for IFrom beginning to endWhen you you have a friendBy your sideThat helps you findThe beauty of all when you open your heartsAnd believe inThe Gift of a FriendAnd when your hope crashes downShattering to the groundYou'll, You'll feel all aloneWhen you don't know which way to goAnd there's no such leading you onYou're not aloneThe world comes to lifeAnd there'll be things for IFrom beginning to endWhen you have a friendBy your sideThat helps you findThe beauty of all when you open your heartAnd believe inWhen you can believeYou can believe in.



Sorry that it is soo jumbled up. But, if you can make sense of them. Honsetly this is how I still feel despite anybody or what somebody thinks.