Time...

You are gone.... but why do you have to be? I know that there is no one that can answer that question at all. I know that losing you was the hardest thing that has come about in my life thus far and I wish it hadn't, but it has. I know that where you are right now is more peaceful than this place where you used to live. In this past month I have come to realize that... I thought I didn't want to but I did and it has helped me become a stronger person by doing so. You know you also helped me become the person I am today. You have always been there for me when I needed you the most and you have always supported me in everything that I did! And I wish that I could tell you that in person... but I know that I am not going to get that chance, but someday I hope to be reunited with you and I can tell you that I love you so much and thank you for everything that you gave me in our short time together. I Really do miss you and wish that you were still here but your not. I know that you are standing right here beside me and watching me and supporting me, and that's all that matters. No one can ever take my memories of you away because I will not let them. You were mine and you will always be mine no matter what happens in life. I will always remember you in life. I believe that I have come to gripes of losing you and I know that there will still be hard times ahead and some days I am just going to sit and cry and miss you, but I know that I will have people there to help me through it like they have been. You blessed me with so much and I can not wait for the day to see you once more.
To my friends that are reading this I know that you may be confused and everything but this blog is special to me because it is about my grandfather... and I could not write that if it wasn't for all of helping me through it! I love each one of you! This blog was just something that I had to do to come to gripes with this whole situation... I hope that you guys understand! and I guess how each of you told me time heals everything.... Well I have finally seen it and it has healed some! I just can't say thank you enough!! and I am always here for each of you if you ever need anything! This is just random but I love you My Little Piddle! (Tehehe)