November

Wow it is the end of November! Where has the year gone? So much has happened this month that I don't really know where to begin. Well I guess the best place to begin would be the beginning. At the beginning of this month things to seemed to be going a little bit better, well better than things had been going. Then on November 5th, I remember it was a white day and it was third period. I was sitting in Spanish class, just got back from lunch when Mrs.Garner got a phone call from the front office that said I was checking out. I knew something was up because I drove to school and I love my white days because mom knows that I never check out on those days. I got to the front office and my mom had this look on her face. It was a look that you atomicatlly knew something was wrong. See my grandfather had been in the hospital and I knew it had to be something along those lines. Maybe I should have told u that at the end of October my grandfather had been diagnosed with lung cancer and brain tumors. Yea, that was another hard time but I got through it. But back to this day. I walked into the office and I asked my mom where I was going, she was pretty quite and she said that we needed to go to Nashville. I was like why, and I remember saying he died? She shook her head yes and I just turned around and started crying so hard, I bet those people in the front office thought that I was crazy. That day had to be one of the hardest days in my life. I know that people go through this sometime in their life, and nobody what anybody says it is very hard! We we the closest to each other, and no one can ever take that away. I just feel like I have lost a best friend and which I have. Life was finally beginning to get better before this happens. Since this has happened all I do is cry myself to sleep, to be honest I have not gone to bed before 3:15 since all this. I know that I sound like a baby, but unless this has ever happened to you then you could not even begin to imagine what this has been like. If you don't know what its like to lose a friend, then you have no idea. Before you go saying things you might want to think about what you say.