Blog8 (Cell Phones)

Lots of people now a days have cell phones. Our parents and some older people are still adjusting to having cell phones around all the time. Now the teenagers do not know any better about when you are with someone that you should not text or talk on the phone. People look down upon this as being disrespectful and saying that who you are with is not as important as the text message. I will be completly honest, I have texted and talked on the phone with being with my friends or my family. I know that it is rude and I really don't mean to do it, but it just seems habit. This is just my view on the cell phones.

Blog7

Everything just seems so perfect right now. Well as good as it can get for my situation. I have come to learn that each day should be taken with a grain of salt and that you should not let things get to you so much. Having less stress is a good thing but then again sometimes it is good because it keeps you moving and alert. I don't know. Since Tyler and I have been doing better everything has just fallen into place and seems right. I know my parents have a different view on things, but I have also come to learn that they are going to have there own thoughts and opinions no matter what I do in life. So I will just take what they ave to say, but in all honesty I have to learn from my own life and everything. But yea I am really happy right now. And for one thing today is Tylers and I 11 months!! We are both extremly happy and we have been coming closer and closer together. :D

Blog3 (Happy Again)

Wow! That is all I can really say is wow! This week and this past week have really thrown me for a loop. Me and my boyfriend were not doing so well. And this Tuesday my whole life just completely fell apart when he told me that he thought we should take a break. I am going to be so honest I completely lost it. I cried hysterically and he was crying really hard to. I could not believe that it was truly happening. But, when we got to his house I believe that we both could feel what each other was feeling. I could not stop crying for anything and finally he told me that he could not believe that he was about to make a really big mistake. When he told me to forget what he said about us taking a break I don't think I could have cried any harder. I was so happy and everything and he was to but we still could not stop crying. We just stood there crying in each others arms apologizing for everything that has happened. When people ask me what is the light in your life I say my boyfriend Tyler. He is truly the brightest light in my world. I love him so much and since Tuesday everything has been so amazing!! No fighting and we finally have the relationship back that we wanted like what we had at the very beginning. I am SO happy all over again! I believe in my heart that he is too!!!!!! :D

Blog2 (Sometimes)

You know we all have bad news that is thrown at us each day. Like yesterday I got the news that truly shocked me, but the bad part about it is that I am not allowed to speak one word about it to anyone. I really hate that kind of news because it just sits there in your mind and its all that you think about and it really sucks because it makes you feel in a sense depressed, and you can't talk to anyone about it. But, when I get this type of news which is becoming more and more frequent it makes me sit and think that everything really does happen for a reason. Sometimes everything definitely does not go the way that you want it to, but you just have to sit there an take what you are given, and take each day at a time. I have also learned that by keeping your faith it helps get you through it and makes everything seem not as bad. Which is what I will have to do until all this news gets settled down I will keep my faith very strong!!

Blog1 (Who or What is a hero?)

A hero to me is someone that really cares about you. They are also someone that you can talk to about anything and everything no matter what and you just feel really comfortable around them. A hero to me is someone that will drive to your house later at night when you are sad and crying and just want someone to be there. A hero is a friend, someone that you can talk problems out with and also that same person can come to you for any of their problems. A hero is like your best friend, or a parent, or a boyfriend. I can say that I would be lost without my 3 hero's!

Thank you

This school year is drawing to a close. I have been thinking about all that has happened and looking over the blogs that I have written at the beginning of the year. This year I have changed alot. I started the year out by being shy and not knowing what to expect to coming out of my shell to going through a depression state to having the most wonderful guy come into my life. But there is one thing that has remained the same and that would be the friends that I have. I can honestly say that I have no idea what I would be doing or where I would be right now if it were not for them. No matter what or how much I say thank you it will never be enough. So right now I want to say thank you for everything and thank you for coming to my house in the middle of the night because I was sad thank you for turning around when you are 2 mins from your house to come back to mine because of something that happened. THANK YOU TO EVERYONE!!!!!

Standing up for me

Everything just seems to be on a roller coaster anymore. And no school is not what I am speaking about that seems to be a roller coaster itself. I'm talking about me and someone else. I know that a lot of people get tired of me talking about him, being with him, but guess what I don't care what people think about me. I for once this year am so HAPPY!!!!!!! I could not ask for a better relationship and for someone who understands me the way he does. In my eyes he is so amazing and awesome and if you can't see that then well your blind and need to learn to look into people's inner beauty. So guess what I don't care anymore I LOVE HIM with all my heart! Yes we have our ups and downs and I know that I talk to you all about it and guess what all you have to do is tell me that you don't want to hear it and I won't talk about it. I don't care what you think about him or what you think about me. If you can't be happy for me then I guess we are not friends. All I want you to do is be happy for me and accept this decision and try to accept him and look past his past. The past is past and all that matters now is the present and what will happen in the future. This blog is also for the ones that say that I am a push over and cannot stick up for myself. Well here you go I am sticking up for myself and speaking my mind.